EXCERPT: from Passenger
Flight
EYES
Eyes peer in at me, in dreams, in crowds. Eyes look up from desks, around
edges of partitions. Eyes bear down at me, in corridors, washrooms, department
stores, subway tunnels. Electronic eyes in walls record my every movement.
Camera eyes track my vehicle, issue tickets in my name. At the border,
a lens records my iris; another images my voice. I pay for this: a surtax,
to keep me safe. How did I, supernumerary, become so important? But in
my insignificance is danger: they imagine I must seethe in fury, have
live ammo strapped to me, readied to explode. And indeed, tucked within
me like a dagger, I do have that fury: I too am a digital camera, recording
their transgressions. Even as I type, at midnight, in this cottage in
the country: scuffle, scratch: a masked face, cloaked spy at the window.
Hey! I shout. Raccoon.
BEHIND
THE EYELIDS
Behind the eyelids are layers of paisley, a shifting, breathing Persian
carpet. Rectangles form, spread, dissolve. Rows of granules become spuming
waves, meshes that sway in an ocean current. Networks of veins, patterns
of leaves. Now crepuscular darkness brightens to orange, becomes sun behind
fog: I grope through a room, touch a warm lampshade; slide my hand along
a wall.
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